Suddenly I'm taking the first few steps up then as I approach the crux I realise somethings wrong, I dont feel right.No panic though, no missed heartbeat and its only in my last 2 close calls have I found this level of control which has almost the same level of satisfaction as the climbing.
I down climb and shout to Diff and the lads that I'm just going to chill a bit when the rain starts, no second thought now, time to go as I'm too psyched not to.Into the crux and my heart is thumping now.....
On the crux moves(that is the 'hold' for my left) of Jahu
I feel the holds get wet but I'm well focused (as you can see in my face above) and hit the crossover move, it goes smoothly. Tiny holds for my left, I dread any kind of epileptic tremor at these moments, feet sorted, big reach for my right hand, maintain balance and I'm at the jug and the same finish as the E5.Raining a bit heavier now but it doesn't matter, its over, I didn't fall, it's all good.
Mantelling onto the jug at the end of the hard moves (pics Copyright Hotaches)
After I got home that night and relaxing alone with a brew I realised how much my life had changed in the last few months since I left home for the Fort.Its a Saturday night and I'm out climbing the hardest route of my life whereas a few months before I would've been wrecked in the boozer and as much as I miss partying with my mates I know I feel more at home out on the crags and in the hills these days, amazing how quick not only times but also people can change. All this thought from a 9m solo..................????
Awesome man, my palms are sweating reading this. I keep forgetting you must have made it through to finish the post.
ReplyDeleteGreat effort Kev, Dave's post just about sums up how I felt reading it as well!!
ReplyDeletehey super cool, that photo of your face sums it all up...and handholds look rubbish too...
ReplyDeleteCheers Lads, glad the writing is having the desired effect.......... :)
ReplyDeleteGlad to hear all is going well for you up in the Fort Kev.
ReplyDeleteTake care.
Cheers Caroline,Take it easy...........
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